something unsaid!!

holding me,all ni8 long
cuddling me ti8 on s tune of that song,
looking at me with such desire ,
ah! your passion burns as hot as fire

whenever i am hurt i try to feel
waz it different , or real
emotions flow through my heart
so much trust just torn apart

i wana see i wana believe
i wana ignore whatever thaughts i recieve
when you hold me ti8 for that kiss
i am always sure i can love you much more than this,

you have got only half, deserve all
its only i whos gonna fall
i console my heart ,its good this way
my heart protected nopain to pay

when you feel alone and start to cry
i sit alone and wonder why
why the tears you cant see
m not crying, nopes its not me

when you fall on knees for misery bliss
i am alwayz sure i can love you much more than this....

ankahee yaadein...

aj bade dino baad phir royi,

sirane mei teri tasveer rakh k royi,

dekh na le koi chalakte ansu

 isliye har raat batiya bujha k royi,

bewajah hi sahi na jane kaha hu khoi,

arsa ho gaya ki ye ankhe na soyi,

samay biit raha hai...

par teri yaad ab v sine mei tazaa hai

tu mujhse dur tho ho gaya..

par ye na meri marzi thi,
 par sayad kahi rab ki razaa hai

pal -pal nasoor sa chuv raha hai

tujhse juda hona bedard kitna kathoor sazaa hai

tere bina kaha hum ji pate hai

humse dur reh kar v bhala ap

khus rehne ki wajah kaha se late hai??

ap kehte the bhul kar hume
sukoon se so jao

hum kya kare agar sapne mei v a rulate hai?

khud tho humse dur chale gaye
 phir v yaado se paas bulate ho

keh do in yaado se  itna na sataye

kyu k jab sapna tutta hai tho sach se rubaru karvate ho

mumkin hai ki mai tumhe kavi na bhula pau

kyuki mujhe aj v yaad hai wo gujra jamana

jab apni bahoon k ghere mei tum mujhe
 chupa kar, meri lato ko suljhate hue kehte the

na chod jana kahi, mai jinda na reh paunga

aur mai nam aankho se, labo pe muskurahat lie
kehti

hato v kyu hame satatey ho?

kaho kaise bhul jau?

maine tho sajna v chod diya

ab balo ko suljhane se le k, aankho mei kajal lagane tak

bolo na har lamhaa kyu tarpate ho?

aj mai kehti hu
mai jinda laash ho chuki hu tumhare bina

kya koi majboori hai ?
 ya

jaan bujh kar andekha kar jate ho?

....................................still love you.....................

dear friend!!

dear friend,
i need your company,

may be that i am sounding a 'lil funny

& u may say "am alwayz dere"
can't u really feel buddy?

& i just wana say

i know u are alwayz there

bt dis time your distance actually says "it's not fair"

really want u to hug me ti8

u wipe out my tears

& ask me clutching my hands

whatz up yaar, whtz the reason & why?

its me dear and no1 else

no need to be shy, now c'mon give it a try...........

this time i need u b'coz
i alwayz saw u be happy wid me, we share a good
time together

may be thats the reaason i felt ur need

& only thing my heart says is
i miss u alotz.....


                   love u dear frnd

promise to you

boy , you are every breath i take,

oh darling

your love rules every move i make

oh darling

u may not be able to read my feeling; maybe i

dnt say it often as i do

but really want to be heard

u have my feelings

that i promise to be true

its a promise i make to you


u may take my heart
& make it better

i need u to be with me forever

nd u may nt be able to read my feelings ; maybe i

dnt say it often as i di

bt i really want to be heard

u have my feelings

that i promise to be true

its a promise i make to you

i may need you

i may want you

wana hold you

nd darling maybe i???

you have my feelings

that i promise to be true

a promise to you

a promise to you

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baarish.......ki jazbaat

kis baat pe ruya tu ae aasma,

kis gum mei tu duba hai,

bola bilakte hue ye sama,

jane kis jahaan mere mehboob khoya hai ,

are, sare ghum agar beh jayenge

tho soch ki kya tere sine mei wo reh payenge,

kis tej teri bijli chamak rahi hai,

dur khadi meri aankhe tere sine mei utne
                    wale agan ko dekh rahi hai,

chahti hu tere ashko ko poch pau,

jab bhi is aash mei tere paas jati hu,

tu is kadr bedard hoke mujhe dhutkarta hai,

kehta hai mere aansu is dhartika jameeen savarta hai,

kya karoon mai ye soch k tere paas nai aati,

jal gai agar tere tej se tho kya hoga?

kya tere aansu ise bhuja payenge?
   ya phir koi khel naya hoga ?

is chuppi mei ek awaz sunai di

     sayad tune apne mehboob ka naam liya hai

suna gaur se tho pata chala

        isi dharti pe se tera prem khila hai

ab aur kya kahu tujse

teri tarah ishq kaun nibha payega?

bina kisi chahat k aas liye kaun sa
   aashiq ishq kar payega.....

tu kehta hai ye mere aansu nahi....

ye tho meri tarf se mere mehboob ko chumne ki
          kosis hai

bas tu dekhti ja
      kitne sare karvat badalti hai,

is raat tu dekh payegi sayad
      kis tarah ye gagan aur dharti milti hai,

jis garv k sath tu bol raha hai,

sayad mai bhi kavi keh paungi

beshaq tere se jyada tho nahi

       par sayad teri tarah apne mehboob ki ho paungi

mere hisab se ek bemisaal prem ki dasta sunati hai

 paas na hoke bhi milaan ki kaahaniya sunati hai

bahut kuch sikhne ko hai tujse

kaash mera mehboob bhi karle
       kavi itni hi mohabbat mujse

silent tears

when i was having fine walk together with you hand in hand

the moment i started enjoying my life and felt evrything was fine

just when i was on top of heaven

you wanted to leave me on the middle of
                    nowhere......

just when i blinked my eyelids
              i dint found you any where,

the moment i realized was all alone

all i was left with silent tears

i started recalling my past days

when i had some1 who was all mine

some1 who always wanted me not to feel alone

some1 who always requested to say i love you
           with your soft tone

just then i realized sumthing called reality

even if i try hard with all my abilities

you wont be back here

and i am left with nothing more than
               silent tears.................

could i have that kiss forever?

over and over again i look into your eyes

you are all what i desire

you already have me

i wana hold you

i wish you could be mine

i wish this night never end

oh baby,

could i have that kiss for lifetime?

could i look into your eyes?

could i have that night to share with you together?

could i hold you all time?

could i have that kiss forever?

could i have that kiss forever nd ever nd ever?

i dreamt of this night all the time

now when you are by my side,

i wana hold you, touch you,taste you

and make you wana believe no one else than me

can love you like this

oh darling,

could i have that kiss forever?

could i look into your eyes?

could i have that night to share with you together?

could i hold you all time?

could i have that kiss forever?

could i have that kiss forever nd ever nd ever?

AT THE TENDER AGE..

At the tender age of seventeen,

you took  away my everything

moment i was being subtle and nourished

you let me have no moment which i could cherish

just when the sea was at its best to show all moves

just when the sky was full of groves

just when i was getting over striking

why why why you took and left nothing

o god! how can you act as a slaughter

i was sure that i  was your daughter

yes i know i am your slave and you are my master

but why du turned my life into such a disaster

i heard you keep an eye from heaven on whatever we do

did you see i could never be a daughter who could be called true

which girl dont wana feel her feminity

but in this way

when i have no words to prove my purity

i am still crying, iam still screaming

just as a violin with no string


i wana exclaim

i want you to feel the same pain

you know i could never be open to my family

i keep on blaming it on me

please reply me back and let me feel free

i tried hard and made myself strong

but even today i feel myself
    alone in a throng

dear god! i have no regrets but i seriously
            wana know why???

truly speaking i will then stop to cry.......

you left forever.

you came into my life

        & all of a sudden left

        you holded a knife

       & forced it right thru my breast

       now when my heart is torn into two,

       still the only face visible is you

      kindly remember the thing we use to do

     even now don't you feel i was true

    even till the end of my life

    only thing will do is to love you

   neverthless you feel it or pass thru

    i only know 1 thing which is true

  i love you

 nd i love you

TRuE LoVe..

The true test of my love will be

To ove you when you dont love me,
To love you when you are no longer mine,
and whenever we meet further in life pretend to be fine.


to concerned with all you are
despite my problems near and far,
to feel close when we are apart,
and thrill that you are still in my heart.

to know i will alwayz be right there
you just say when... and i will only reply with where,
to have nothing to do
then to love you
and when remembering all we had
i have remembered all good and nothing bad.

i will have just love and you the same,
i will feel your love whenever i think about your name.

let me be sure that you are there..

I know you are there but why dont i feel your presence,
i wana heel and taste your essence,
do it once and let me hear,
let me be sure that you are there.

together till the end of life you said
       we will be ,

but why it has been so that you are here
     i cant see,
 please be fair and letme show my
        care,

let me be sure that u r dere,

neither i had enough nor you gave
        me so,

i left my everything all friends and foe,

this is what i always wanted to show
          let me have my share,
let me be sure that you you are there,

provided you all my love then why
     did you left,

why  did you went as if you did a
      theft,
tell me ... please be fair,
letme be sure that you are there

All night alone!

All of a sudden , i woke up from my dreams ,
 its always happens that i feel lonely,

silent tears, flows through my eyes,

i just hope you could have been here,

to hold me in your arms ti8,

to wipe out my tears,
and love me all thru dis night,

I then sit on my window pane,

looking at the moon thinking about what i gain...

only lots of patience and all dis pain,

u are not with me to show your love,

believe me its hard to regain,

i dont know when we gonna meet again

aint you feeling the same pain,

i wana be with u together till
    the ultimate end,

wana love u in a way and
   setup a new trend...