come to me... cz m lost

i cant forget the feeling of being whole.
i lost myself inside your soul.
we were one, we were having fun
but than it all ended so suddenly
now i am locked up in these chains i bare
as i begin to fear.
nightmares of the futures
drench my mind
as i am lost and oh so blind
please take these curtains from my eyes
please get rid of all of these pointless lies
i didnt mean to treat you bad
now i am feeling oh so sad.
you hold the key
to these shackles that strain me.
now if you would just make a journey
across this windy sea
and please come rescue me.

something left has forever gone

Life was considered a star if he drowned he was very cute to look at the courtyard of Amber sank broken so many stars it released its lovely to find that missing then tell me where broken wires when Amber mourning has passed so that celebrates thing

He was a flower of life were continually present on the dried if you look at the chest dry so it Madhuban dried buds so Allriyaँ Murzaian where the Murzaian Akyllyan then speak on how to dry flowers Machat Madhuban noise which has passed so talk

The Cup of honey in life he had lost the court look so broken Madiaraly many cups are moving down the fall when the soil tend to get broken glasses rise to speak on how Madiaraly Pechtt which has passed the sleep thing

yes ! really true something gone can never come back

 

Honey soft mud are reduced to only Afwta take short life came to the broken cup Madiaraly However, the decrease in the honey, honey cup honey which they killed and robbed of intoxication are only drinking the raw is going Mamata which decreases the true honey on cups scalded when the cries were cries that passed the sleep thing....................................................................................@copyright by pinki

jo beet gai so baat gai

जीवन में एक सितारा था
माना वह बेहद प्यारा था
वह डूब गया तो डूब गया
अंबर के आंगन को देखो
कितने इसके तारे टूटे
कितने इसके प्यारे छूटे
जो छूट गए फ़िर कहाँ मिले
पर बोलो टूटे तारों पर
कब अंबर शोक मनाता है
जो बीत गई सो बात गई


जीवन में वह था एक कुसुम
थे उस पर नित्य निछावर तुम
वह सूख गया तो सूख गया
मधुबन की छाती को देखो
सूखी कितनी इसकी कलियाँ
मुरझाईं कितनी वल्लरियाँ
जो मुरझाईं फ़िर कहाँ खिलीं
पर बोलो सूखे फूलों पर
कब मधुबन शोर मचाता है
जो बीत गई सो बात गई


जीवन में मधु का प्याला था
तुमने तन मन दे डाला था
वह टूट गया तो टूट गया
मदिरालय का आंगन देखो
कितने प्याले हिल जाते हैं
गिर मिट्टी में मिल जाते हैं
जो गिरते हैं कब उठते हैं
पर बोलो टूटे प्यालों पर
कब मदिरालय पछताता है
जो बीत गई सो बात गई


मृदु मिट्टी के बने हुए हैं
मधु घट फूटा ही करते हैं
लघु जीवन ले कर आए हैं
प्याले टूटा ही करते हैं
फ़िर भी मदिरालय के अन्दर
मधु के घट हैं,मधु प्याले हैं
जो मादकता के मारे हैं
वे मधु लूटा ही करते हैं
वह कच्चा पीने वाला है
जिसकी ममता घट प्यालों पर
जो सच्चे मधु से जला हुआ
कब रोता है चिल्लाता है
जो बीत गई सो बात गई


— हरिवंशराय बच्चन

i regret

I've learned a lot of lessons
In the short time I have lived
I've learned how to appreciate
And I've learned how to give.


But in these past few months
There's two I'll remember most
I've learned how to love
And I've learned to let go.


You entered my life with such a force
And left it with one as strong
And though we tried to make it last
We both knew it wouldn't be long.


I lie at night and think about
How I'm the one to blame.
If only I would have trusted you,
I could have missed this pain.


And so I spent each day of my life
With my heart in pieces
And when I thought it could never be cured,
Something happened; I expected it least.

I guess my soul was all cried out,
And it was tired of being used.
And even though I know I'm guilty,
I was tired of being accused.


And so I've learned to end this
Without an urge to cry
These are my final words to you,
"I love you and goodbye."

tumhari tarah..........

bahut si baatein ankhein reh gai hai
                tere mere darmiya,
sochti hu kavi chup chap tmhare kano
             mei wo sab keh jau,
kavi jazbato ko kabu krna
           itna muskil hota hai,
wo lamhaa tab hota hai
            jab tere khawbo se samna mera hota hai.............


kavi bahane banake jab tumhare
           yaadein v sazis rachti hai,
aur mujhe satane ki beintaha kosis  
           jab ye pura karti hai
par usi peher tum dil k aur
           karib se gujar jate ho
bekhauff hai tmhari yadein v
           tumhari tarah
apni hi marzi ki malik hai ye
           tumhari tarah.
aane jane ka koi waqt nai
           tumahri tarah
bedhadak gunah krta ja rahe hai
          dekho na tumhari tarah....................


munasif nai hoga jo inta yaad aaye
                 use bhula dena
bas yahi soch kar yaad ho tum
                 bas avi bite pal ki tarah
suna hay bahut khush ho apni duniya mei
                bas sochti hu ye khawb na ho tumhare ishq ki tarh
raunake tumhari mehfil mei jitni v ho
              har diya pikhi hogi ,wadaa hai
kyuki koi diya  na jala hoga
              aj mere armano ki tarah...................


                

kamal kartey ho

Har Roz Bhula Dete Ho
Kamal Kerty Ho
Hanstey Ko Rula Dete Ho
KamalKerty Ho


...Nahi Hy Mohabbat Tou
Saaf Keh Do
Kyun Umeed Badha Dete Ho
Kamal Kerty Ho


Hum Tumhei`n Bhuulne
Lagty Hyn JabBhi
Aa k Pyaar Jata Dete Ho
Kamal Kerty Ho


Jante Bhi Ho k Ek Hi Dia
Hy Mere Ghar Mein
Phir Bhi Hawa Dete Ho
Kamal Kerty Ho

Bhoolne Ka Jo Mujhy
Har Roz kehty Ho
Yun Yaad dila Dete Ho
Kamal Kerty Ho


Khud Hi Khety Ho k
Nasha Haram Hy
Aur Jaam Bhi Thama Dete
Ho Kamal Kerty Ho...

hum

Phele mai or tum the ab hum ho gaye
wo mere zakhmo ka marham ho gaye..

jab se unse meri shana sayi howi
wo mera sarmaya ghum ho gaye


wo sar-e-gulshan sanwer kar agaya
or sab hi pholo ke sar kham(open) ho gaye


dekhiye matlab mera kuch or tha
ap to ase hi bharam ho gaye


ishaq main pher koi uljhan na rahi
mashware jab unse baham ho gaye


jab ayadat ke lye wo agya
dard-e-dil ke nisbatan kam ho gaye

deep in my heart

I know deep in my heart
I will be lost without your love
For I know how your love
Keep my heart beat sway with gladness

I know you have love me this much
For I can see your face vividly in my mind
Every day as I lay down on my bed
Even upon awakening, you face is there

I know that our hearts beat as one
Even without seeing each other
They can feel, and see what is inside
It’s the love for each other since the day we meet….

I am thankful that you are my love
I choose you just for me,
And be together, forever as the days will pass
Because nothing can change our love for each other ‘till the last days of our lives..

without holding back

To love you without holding back
Is a feeling of sure bliss
From the day I first held your hand

wTo now, each time we kiss
I love you more then you'll ever know
I'm blessed to have you in my life
There is no other in this world
I would ever take to be my wife
You are so many things to me
Wife..Lover and my best friend
I will always be here at your side
Until my life comes to an end
There are so many soft and tender words
So many sweet things I want to say
About how you've shown me how to love
In a very unselfish and giving way
You have shown me to love from the heart
And I am what I am because of you
I hope there is never any doubt
To how much I Love You

suna hai kuch unke bare....................

Suna hy log usy aankh ber k diakhty hain
so us k shaher main kuchh din theher k daikhty hain


Suna hy bolay to baton sy phool jhertay hain
ye baat hy to chalo baat ker k daikhty hain


Suna hy din ko usay titliyan setati hain
Suna hy raat ko jugnoo theher k daikhty hain


Suna hy raat usko chaand takta rehta hy
Sitaary baam-e-falak sy uter k daikhty hain


Suna hy rabt hy us ko kherab haalon sy
tu apnay aap ko berbaad ker k daikhty hain


Suna hy us k badan ki terash aisi hy
k phool apni qebaaein ketar k daikhty hain


Suna hy us k shabistaan se muttasil hy bahisht
makeen udher k b jalvy idher k diakhty hain

how do you know....

How do you know you've found someone
who is a true soul mate?
When existence passes over
that ever perfect date.


That moment when you know for sure,
that it will always last.
Forgiving and accepting,
of the future and the past.


Each simply understanding,
that the newness is a phase.
And through the dawning years ahead,
true love will stay ablaze.


To find your perfect soul mate,
how extremely rare this is!
Existence surely notices
a moment such as this.


For somewhere in the cosmos,
in the great vastness of its sea.
Your spirits collide together
in spectacular jubilee.


The universe can't help but smile,
at such a rare and epic sight!
The ultimate in fireworks,
as two souls full on, ignite!


Out in the cosmos an event so huge,
your colliding thoughts in shatter.
Creating a love so pure and lasting,
you make each others existences


... Infinitely matter

a while.........

Relationships aren't perfect
We have our ups and downs
Sometimes we get in fights
And things get twisted around


We've been together six months
Some times it feels like years
And on those days we fight
I say I don't want you near


I think that I am right
And I think that you are wrong
I won't be angry forever
I'm sure we'll make up before long

I sit and think about us
Determined not to smile
Get a real bad attitude
I just want to be mad for awhile


If you're trying to understand me
Yeah, forget it for now
I'm going to be distant
Soon I'll get over it, somehow


Leave with no goodbye kiss,
No last second glance
Just let me be mad
Don't worry, you'll get your chance


This won't last for long
Soon we will make things right
We will make up
And move past this fight


Just remember; I'm not leaving
This won't change how I feel
This love me and you have
I know this time it's real


I'm not giving up on us
I'm never going to walk away
Because living without you
I won't make it a single day


I love you,
Always have, always will
No matter how hard things get
I'll continue to love you still


Each day is a new challenge
A drop turns into a shower
A tree turns into a forest
A second turns into an hour


A day quickly turns into a year
Each step into a mile
And some times I just have a day
That I want to be mad for awhile...

KAL.....

Kal halki halki barish thi,
kal sard hawa ka raqs bhi tha,

Kal phool bhi nikhray nikhray the,
Kal un main app ka aqs bhi tha,


kal badal gehray kaale the,
Kal chand pe laakhon pehre the..
Kuch tukry app ki yaadon ke,
Bari dair se dil main thehre the..


Kal yaadien uljhi uljhi thien,
Aur kal tak yeh na suljhi thien..
Kal yaad buhat tum aye the_..
Kal yaad buhat tum aye the_..

i am gone

I still remember the night we met

You said you loved my smile

But your love for me was like a summer breeze

Oh it lasted for a while I could hold on a little tighter I know

But when you love someone gotta let'em go

So

I'm gonna smile

Cause I wanna make you happy

Laugh

So you can't see me cry

I'm gonna let you go style

And even if it kills me

I'm gonna smile

Kiss me once for the good times, baby

Kiss me twice for good bye

You can't help how you don't feel

And it does'nt matter why give me a chance to bow out gracefully '

Cause that's how I want you to remember me

I'm gonna smile

Cause I want to make you happy

Laugh

So you cant see me cry

I'm gonna let you go

Style

And even if it kills me

I'm gonna smile

I'm gonna smile so you can find the courage

Laugh, so you wont see me hurtin'

I'm gonna let you go

Style

And even if it kills me

I'm gonn

phir ek sigret

phr ik sigret jala rha ho






Phr ik sigret jala rha ho
phr ik teeli bujha rha ho
teri nazr me ye mashgla ha
main to uska wada bhula rha ho
smjhna mat isko meri adat
ye dhua jo main ura rha ho
ye teri yadon k silslay hain
main tri yadain jala rha ho
phr ik sig...
phr ik teli...
main pee k itna bhak chuka ho
k gham k kisay suna rha ho
agr tume bhi gham ha to pas ao
main pe rha ho pela rha ho
phr ik sig...
Phr ik teli...
Main pee k badlo me puhanch chuka ho
dhowain me khud ko ura rha ho
ha meri ankhain to aj purnam
magar main sab ko hansa rha ho
phr ik sig....
Phr ik teli...
Tumhe kia matlab humara ghum se
main to u he tumko suna rha ho
gar bura lga to maf krna
ma dil k qisay suna rha ho
phr ik sig..
phr ik teli..

mai chup hu...

tujhe bhulana asaan nai hai

sarapa iltija huN, aur chup huN

maiN kya kya dekhta huN, aur chup huN

wafa k daeiry meiN huN muqayyad,

sabhi kuch janta huN, aur chup huN

bhula beTha huN tery her sitam ko,

ghamoN ka silsila huN, aur chup huN

udoo ho, jaan-e-jaN ho ya koi aur,

her ik se aashna huN, aur chup huN

hazaroN aandhiaN, lakhoN haiN toofaN,

maiN gir gir k uTha huN, aur chup huN

bata kr raasta chalty bany ho,

saraboN meiN khaRa huN, aur chup huN

hawa jab gudguda'ay chandni ko

kisi ko sochta huN, aur chup huN

suna hay.

Suna hy log usy aankh ber k diakhty hain
so us k shaher main kuchh din theher k daikhty hain


Suna hy bolay to baton sy phool jhertay hain
ye baat hy to chalo baat ker k daikhty hain

Suna hy din ko usay titliyan setati hain
Suna hy raat ko jugnoo theher k daikhty hain


Suna hy raat usko chaand takta rehta hy
Sitaary baam-e-falak sy uter k daikhty hain


Suna hy rabt hy us ko kherab haalon sy
tu apnay aap ko berbaad ker k daikhty hain


Suna hy us k badan ki terash aisi hy
k phool apni qebaaein ketar k daikhty hain


Suna hy us k shabistaan se muttasil hy bahisht
makeen udher k b jalvy idher k diakhty hain

jab yaad tmhri aati

Jab Yaad Tumhari Aati Hai
Aankhen Bheeg Jati Hain

Tumhari Meethi Meethi Si Baaten
Kaano Main Gonj Jati Hain
Jab Tum Samne Hote Ho To
Dharkane Band Si Ho Jati Hain
Tumhare Jaane K Naam Se Hi Jana
Dil Main Ek Halchal Si Ho Jati Hain
Or Jab Tum Chale Jate Ho To
Yeh Aankhen Bheeg Jata Hain
Sirf Tunhen Pukarti Hain
K
Na Jao' Bhut Kuch Kehna Or Sunna Hai
Tum Se
Na Jao
K Kuch Sapne Such Karne Hain
Kuch Waade Pore Karne Hain
Lout Aao
Tum Bin Hamara Guzara Nhi Hota
Ab Aa Bhi Jao
Tumhare Jane K Bad
Hum Be Dard Rote Hain
Wapis Aajao
Tumhare Jane Se
Bus Yeh Aankhen Bheeg Jati Hai

main....

Na Khaaif Hun Mai Nishtar Se, Na Mai Kanton Se Darta Hun.,

Kisi Ka Dil Dukha Dain Jo, Mai Un Lafzon Se Darta Hun..

Suhane Thay Jo Sab Ke Sab, Wo Lamhe Reh Gaye Peeche.,

Naye Logo, Nayi Baton, Naye Lamho Se Darta Hun..

Zamane Ne Yehi Mera Nirala Tor Dekha Hai.,

Main Gheron Se Nahi Darta, Faqt Apno Se Darta Hun..

Buray Hain Jo Haqiqat Main Magar Zahir Main Ache Hain.,

ELAHI ! Is Zamane Main Un Logo Se Darta Hun..

Uajalon Se Muhabbat Hai Mujhe Ye ThikHai Lekin.,

Jala Dalein Jo Gulshan Ko Mai Un Kirno Se Darta Hun..

Mai Qaail Hun Faqt Unka Jo Aanso Rang Le Aaien.,

Jo Beh Jaien Faqt Yunhi Mai Un Ashkon Se Darta Hun...!!

wafaa ka silaah.......

Yehi Wafa Ka Silaah Ha To Koi Baat Nahi
Yeh Dard Tum Ne Diya Ha To Koi Baat Nahi


Yehi Bohot Ha K Tum Dekhte Ho Sahil Se
Safeena Doob Raha Ha To Koi Baat Nahi


Rakha Tha Aashiyana-E-Dil Ma Choopa K Tumko
Woh Ghar Tumne Chor Diya Ha To Koi Baat Nahi


Tum Hi Ne Aayena-E-Dil Mera Banaya Tha
Tum Hi Ne Tor Diya Ha To Koi Baat Nahi


Kise Majaal Kahe Koi Mujh Ko Deewana
Agar Yeh Tumne Kaha Ha To Koi Baat Nahi