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Thursday, December 30, 2010

dekhnahai .....khuda mujh pe ...

dekhanaa hai vo mujh par meharabaan kitanaa hai
asaliyat kahaa.N tak hai aur gumaan kitanaa hai


[asaliyat = reality; gumaan = doubt]


kyaa panaah detii hai aur ye zamii.n mujh ko
aur abhii mere sar par aasamaan kitanaa hai


[panaah = shelter]


kuchh Khabar nahii.n aatii kis ravish pe hai tuufaa.N
aur kaTaa phaTaa baaqii baadabaan kitanaa hai


[baadabaan = sail]


to.D pho.D karatii hai.n roz Khvaahishe.n dil me.n
tang in makaano.n se ye makaan kitanaa hai


kyaa uThaaye phirataa hai baar-e-aashiqii sar par
aur dekhane me.n vo dhaan-paan kitanaa hai


[baar = weight/burden]


harf-e-aarazuu sun kar jaa.nchane lagaa yaanii
is me.n baat kitanii hai aur byaan kitanaa hai


phir udaas kar degii sarsarii jhalak us kii
bhuul kar ye dil us ko shaadamaan kitanaa hai

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

distace love.....frm a guy

Far away,
Too far,
I can't go on,
Yet I love her.
Her existence seems unreal,
Almost a dream,
Why do I put myself through this?
Because I love her,
And she loves me.
What will I do
To pass the time?
I will think of her,
But that causes pain
Along with the happiness.
But I must think of her,
My mind will not focus
On anything else.
Time drags so slowly,
10, hours or days?
I do not know.
All I know,
it is too long,
to be away
from her.
I want to fall into her,
lose myself in her
Be one with her.
She is my light
In the darkness,
I would go to her,
But distance is,
A cruel thing.
The phone rings,
"No I can't come out tonight"
They ask why but I,
can't tell the truth,
They would only laugh,
"I have business to attend to,
Goodbye".
I am alone again,
Unseeing,
Unthinking,
Unwanting,
Except for her warm skin
Close to mine.
My whole body screams,
Let her come to me,
But she can't,
Or won't?
"She would come if she could,
Wouldn't she?
Maybe she..."
But the thought is too terrible,
She wouldn't,
I know her,
She loves me.
I smile again,
Our love is tangible,
A living reality,
Breathing,
Keeping faith alive.
Living for the day
That we finally meet.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

rEaZoNs i lOvE YoU

I love you because you make me happy
I love you because you make me feel safe and secure
I love your smile
I love the way you say my name
I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me
And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put
me down.
I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry
about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am.
No matter what my faults may be.
I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days
better
At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and
feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you
are not a dream YOU ARE MINE.
I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like
there is no tomorrow
And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the
love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable.
I love your laugh
I love hearing your voice
I love that you get along with my family and friend, no matter how much
you dislike them, or who they are.
And hearing you tell me your stories, you could tell them to me a thousand
times, and I will never get tired of them, because they are a part of you.

But the main reason I love you is because.....

You are you!