dekhanaa hai vo mujh par meharabaan kitanaa hai
asaliyat kahaa.N tak hai aur gumaan kitanaa hai
[asaliyat = reality; gumaan = doubt]
kyaa panaah detii hai aur ye zamii.n mujh ko
aur abhii mere sar par aasamaan kitanaa hai
[panaah = shelter]
kuchh Khabar nahii.n aatii kis ravish pe hai tuufaa.N
aur kaTaa phaTaa baaqii baadabaan kitanaa hai
[baadabaan = sail]
to.D pho.D karatii hai.n roz Khvaahishe.n dil me.n
tang in makaano.n se ye makaan kitanaa hai
kyaa uThaaye phirataa hai baar-e-aashiqii sar par
aur dekhane me.n vo dhaan-paan kitanaa hai
[baar = weight/burden]
harf-e-aarazuu sun kar jaa.nchane lagaa yaanii
is me.n baat kitanii hai aur byaan kitanaa hai
phir udaas kar degii sarsarii jhalak us kii
bhuul kar ye dil us ko shaadamaan kitanaa hai
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Thursday, December 30, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
distace love.....frm a guy
Far away,
Too far,
I can't go on,
Yet I love her.
Her existence seems unreal,
Almost a dream,
Why do I put myself through this?
Because I love her,
And she loves me.
What will I do
To pass the time?
I will think of her,
But that causes pain
Along with the happiness.
But I must think of her,
My mind will not focus
On anything else.
Time drags so slowly,
10, hours or days?
I do not know.
All I know,
it is too long,
to be away
from her.
I want to fall into her,
lose myself in her
Be one with her.
She is my light
In the darkness,
I would go to her,
But distance is,
A cruel thing.
The phone rings,
"No I can't come out tonight"
They ask why but I,
can't tell the truth,
They would only laugh,
"I have business to attend to,
Goodbye".
I am alone again,
Unseeing,
Unthinking,
Unwanting,
Except for her warm skin
Close to mine.
My whole body screams,
Let her come to me,
But she can't,
Or won't?
"She would come if she could,
Wouldn't she?
Maybe she..."
But the thought is too terrible,
She wouldn't,
I know her,
She loves me.
I smile again,
Our love is tangible,
A living reality,
Breathing,
Keeping faith alive.
Living for the day
That we finally meet.
Too far,
I can't go on,
Yet I love her.
Her existence seems unreal,
Almost a dream,
Why do I put myself through this?
Because I love her,
And she loves me.
What will I do
To pass the time?
I will think of her,
But that causes pain
Along with the happiness.
But I must think of her,
My mind will not focus
On anything else.
Time drags so slowly,
10, hours or days?
I do not know.
All I know,
it is too long,
to be away
from her.
I want to fall into her,
lose myself in her
Be one with her.
She is my light
In the darkness,
I would go to her,
But distance is,
A cruel thing.
The phone rings,
"No I can't come out tonight"
They ask why but I,
can't tell the truth,
They would only laugh,
"I have business to attend to,
Goodbye".
I am alone again,
Unseeing,
Unthinking,
Unwanting,
Except for her warm skin
Close to mine.
My whole body screams,
Let her come to me,
But she can't,
Or won't?
"She would come if she could,
Wouldn't she?
Maybe she..."
But the thought is too terrible,
She wouldn't,
I know her,
She loves me.
I smile again,
Our love is tangible,
A living reality,
Breathing,
Keeping faith alive.
Living for the day
That we finally meet.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
rEaZoNs i lOvE YoU
I love you because you make me happy
I love you because you make me feel safe and secure
I love your smile
I love the way you say my name
I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me
And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put
me down.
I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry
about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am.
No matter what my faults may be.
I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days
better
At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and
feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you
are not a dream YOU ARE MINE.
I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like
there is no tomorrow
And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the
love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable.
I love your laugh
I love hearing your voice
I love that you get along with my family and friend, no matter how much
you dislike them, or who they are.
And hearing you tell me your stories, you could tell them to me a thousand
times, and I will never get tired of them, because they are a part of you.
But the main reason I love you is because.....
You are you!
I love you because you make me feel safe and secure
I love your smile
I love the way you say my name
I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me
And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put
me down.
I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry
about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am.
No matter what my faults may be.
I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days
better
At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and
feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you
are not a dream YOU ARE MINE.
I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like
there is no tomorrow
And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the
love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable.
I love your laugh
I love hearing your voice
I love that you get along with my family and friend, no matter how much
you dislike them, or who they are.
And hearing you tell me your stories, you could tell them to me a thousand
times, and I will never get tired of them, because they are a part of you.
But the main reason I love you is because.....
You are you!
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
just 4 fun .......
A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, "Mom." With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:
Dear Mom: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I've been finding real passion with Ahmed and he is so nice-even with all his piercings, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion Mom, I'm pregnant and Ahmed said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Ahmed taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Ahmed can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grand children.
Your daughter, Judith
PS: Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home.
Dear Mom: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I've been finding real passion with Ahmed and he is so nice-even with all his piercings, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion Mom, I'm pregnant and Ahmed said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Ahmed taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Ahmed can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grand children.
Your daughter, Judith
PS: Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
why( kyou....)
क्यों??????
क्यों चले गए तुम इतनी दूर,
पास होते तो परछाईयाँ छू लेता,
क्या थी शिकायत बताते तो,
जो सजा देते हंस कर सह लेता ,
हँसना आपके लिए सीखा था,
कहते तो मुस्कुराना है मुझे,
मैं हँसना छोड़ देता,
आँखों में आते आंसू अगर तो,
पलके झपकने से पहले उन्हें चुरा,
अपनी आँखों में छुपा लेता,
कहते तो एक बार क्या चाहिए था,
मैं अपनी जिन्दगी भी लुटा देता I
क्यों चले गए तुम इतनी दूर,
पास होते तो परछाईयाँ छू लेता,
क्या थी शिकायत बताते तो,
जो सजा देते हंस कर सह लेता ,
हँसना आपके लिए सीखा था,
कहते तो मुस्कुराना है मुझे,
मैं हँसना छोड़ देता,
आँखों में आते आंसू अगर तो,
पलके झपकने से पहले उन्हें चुरा,
अपनी आँखों में छुपा लेता,
कहते तो एक बार क्या चाहिए था,
मैं अपनी जिन्दगी भी लुटा देता I
Sunday, October 17, 2010
meaning of love...........................
To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.
To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.
To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.
To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.
I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.
To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.
To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.
To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.
I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
women women women..... stree teri kahani
kavi socha ki apne dard ko is
kare kagaj par utar du
phir laga aansu na aa jaye kahi
inke aur bhig na jaye ye paane
bhikaar jati meri hi tarah iski v zindagi
reh na jati koi aur bandagi
bas un ek shamm k baad
aj ki shaam mei v wohi baat hai
ho na ho aj tere saath ye raat hai,
justooju is shaam ki aise hai ki
aj phir likhne ko dil kiya
dafnaye hue us dard pe phir
marham pherne ko dil kiya
kasmakas mei hu ek sawaal ka jawab chahiye
hey ishwar mujhe mere dard ka insaaf cahiye
un yaadon ko bhulna chahu tho seene mei
kaanta sa chuvta hai
apne hi gamo pe rona chahu tho aankhe
ko ye aansu chuvta hai
aj na jane kyu log mere asko ko pochna chahate hai
pata nai mere dard ko kyu wo v sochna chate hai
mujhe gila nai apni zindagi se
gum tho bas iska hai ni mujhe bhavisya ka pata nai
kaash hota koi aaaina jis me dekh lete ek baar
saayad age k gumo k liye ho jati pehle se taiyaar
jivan k survat mei ek beti ka farz nivati gai
jab jawani aai aur socha ki
jee lu kuch pal apne liye
pyaar se saje us pal k liye
socha hojaye mohabbat har pal k liye
mohabbat v dhokha deti hai aur
pata chala haqeekat ko nai
bhulna chahiye kise sapney k liye
kissi ne puvhna nai kya gum hai tujko
aur phir ho gai shaadi
sochne lagi mai har kisi ki abadi k liye
apna jeevan tho bhul hi gai
aj araam se baithi
un safeed balo k peeche
chupi angeenat sachaiyo ko
sochti hu tho pata chata hai
ki stree teri zindagi tho hamesa
kisiski maohtaz reh jayegi
bhul jayegi tu apni zindagi aur
who phir ek raaz ban jayegi......................
kare kagaj par utar du
phir laga aansu na aa jaye kahi
inke aur bhig na jaye ye paane
bhikaar jati meri hi tarah iski v zindagi
reh na jati koi aur bandagi
bas un ek shamm k baad
aj ki shaam mei v wohi baat hai
ho na ho aj tere saath ye raat hai,
justooju is shaam ki aise hai ki
aj phir likhne ko dil kiya
dafnaye hue us dard pe phir
marham pherne ko dil kiya
kasmakas mei hu ek sawaal ka jawab chahiye
hey ishwar mujhe mere dard ka insaaf cahiye
un yaadon ko bhulna chahu tho seene mei
kaanta sa chuvta hai
apne hi gamo pe rona chahu tho aankhe
ko ye aansu chuvta hai
aj na jane kyu log mere asko ko pochna chahate hai
pata nai mere dard ko kyu wo v sochna chate hai
mujhe gila nai apni zindagi se
gum tho bas iska hai ni mujhe bhavisya ka pata nai
kaash hota koi aaaina jis me dekh lete ek baar
saayad age k gumo k liye ho jati pehle se taiyaar
jivan k survat mei ek beti ka farz nivati gai
jab jawani aai aur socha ki
jee lu kuch pal apne liye
pyaar se saje us pal k liye
socha hojaye mohabbat har pal k liye
mohabbat v dhokha deti hai aur
pata chala haqeekat ko nai
bhulna chahiye kise sapney k liye
kissi ne puvhna nai kya gum hai tujko
aur phir ho gai shaadi
sochne lagi mai har kisi ki abadi k liye
apna jeevan tho bhul hi gai
aj araam se baithi
un safeed balo k peeche
chupi angeenat sachaiyo ko
sochti hu tho pata chata hai
ki stree teri zindagi tho hamesa
kisiski maohtaz reh jayegi
bhul jayegi tu apni zindagi aur
who phir ek raaz ban jayegi......................
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
smile....
I still remember the night we met
You said you loved my smile
But your love for me was like a summer breeze
Oh it lasted for a while I could hold on a little tighter I know
But when you love someone gotta let'em go
So
I'm gonna smile
Cause I wanna make you happy
Laugh
So you can't see me cry
I'm gonna let you go style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile
Kiss me once for the good times, baby
Kiss me twice for good bye
You can't help how you don't feel
And it does'nt matter why give me a chance to bow out gracefully '
Cause that's how I want you to remember me
I'm gonna smile
Cause I want to make you happy
Laugh
So you cant see me cry
I'm gonna let you go
Style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile
I'm gonna smile so you can find the courage
Laugh, so you wont see me hurtin'
I'm gonna let you go
Style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna
You said you loved my smile
But your love for me was like a summer breeze
Oh it lasted for a while I could hold on a little tighter I know
But when you love someone gotta let'em go
So
I'm gonna smile
Cause I wanna make you happy
Laugh
So you can't see me cry
I'm gonna let you go style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile
Kiss me once for the good times, baby
Kiss me twice for good bye
You can't help how you don't feel
And it does'nt matter why give me a chance to bow out gracefully '
Cause that's how I want you to remember me
I'm gonna smile
Cause I want to make you happy
Laugh
So you cant see me cry
I'm gonna let you go
Style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile
I'm gonna smile so you can find the courage
Laugh, so you wont see me hurtin'
I'm gonna let you go
Style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna
smile
Thursday, September 23, 2010
truth of life
I was a just-born and she was Twenty-Five,
Though we were we, we were one.
I would cry out in Latin and she would respond in Greek,
I would learn nothing but she never got tired to teach.
I was surrounded by monsters eager to pull my cheek,
but they would vanish the moment I was wet and weep.
She would come running and hold me in her arms,
as if I had won the contest of the charms.
Now I was able to walk and chew,
and hey, I was two.
I and she could now understand each other,
I was her everything and she needed no other.
I would try to walk and fall down,
But knowing she was with me,
the fear of getting hurt was now gone.
We still could not converse that effectively,
But she would understand my needs so easily.
I could now roam about free,
because now I have turned three.
I was ready to join a new world,
my academic life was now gonna mould.
She would dress me as best as a prince,
but when I would come back,
she would need at least an hour to rinse.
I was now able to talk,
I was a ferry and she was my dock.
I still remember the child, whose shirt I had tore,
Hey buddy, I have turned four.
I now came home a little late,
Nevertheless finding her waiting at the gate.
She would hug me and carry me in her arms,
it felt like flying through the farms.
We now did the homework together,
I would spoil the home and she used to work.
Years passed and now I was fifteen,
and with each year I would forget to lean.
I wouldn't care for what she said,
because now I had become mean.
She would ask me to study for a good future,
but I was busy in a different culture.
Now I had many shes in my life,
I dreamed of having one of them as my wife.
I changed a lot which she did not teach,
She would try to hug me but I was out of reach.
She still waited for me at the gate,
but I would look at her with utmost hate.
She would be awake till late in the night,
because I wasn't home, I was in a fight.
She had so much to scold, but she never did say,
hoping to find me better the next day.
Time went on and now I am grown,
lost in the world of my own.
I and she, between us have a river,
I have left her for my career.
When I was young, for me, she sacrificed her ambitions,
but I don't care, I now have my own mission.
I am not with her now, I am in a different city,
she is so old now but I don't even pity.
She needs me now but I am nowhere to find,
in the race for appraisal, I have become blind.
In a few years from now, I will be two,
there will be in my life someone new.
Then I'll forget even to bother,
Though we were we, we were one.
I would cry out in Latin and she would respond in Greek,
I would learn nothing but she never got tired to teach.
I was surrounded by monsters eager to pull my cheek,
but they would vanish the moment I was wet and weep.
She would come running and hold me in her arms,
as if I had won the contest of the charms.
Now I was able to walk and chew,
and hey, I was two.
I and she could now understand each other,
I was her everything and she needed no other.
I would try to walk and fall down,
But knowing she was with me,
the fear of getting hurt was now gone.
We still could not converse that effectively,
But she would understand my needs so easily.
I could now roam about free,
because now I have turned three.
I was ready to join a new world,
my academic life was now gonna mould.
She would dress me as best as a prince,
but when I would come back,
she would need at least an hour to rinse.
I was now able to talk,
I was a ferry and she was my dock.
I still remember the child, whose shirt I had tore,
Hey buddy, I have turned four.
I now came home a little late,
Nevertheless finding her waiting at the gate.
She would hug me and carry me in her arms,
it felt like flying through the farms.
We now did the homework together,
I would spoil the home and she used to work.
Years passed and now I was fifteen,
and with each year I would forget to lean.
I wouldn't care for what she said,
because now I had become mean.
She would ask me to study for a good future,
but I was busy in a different culture.
Now I had many shes in my life,
I dreamed of having one of them as my wife.
I changed a lot which she did not teach,
She would try to hug me but I was out of reach.
She still waited for me at the gate,
but I would look at her with utmost hate.
She would be awake till late in the night,
because I wasn't home, I was in a fight.
She had so much to scold, but she never did say,
hoping to find me better the next day.
Time went on and now I am grown,
lost in the world of my own.
I and she, between us have a river,
I have left her for my career.
When I was young, for me, she sacrificed her ambitions,
but I don't care, I now have my own mission.
I am not with her now, I am in a different city,
she is so old now but I don't even pity.
She needs me now but I am nowhere to find,
in the race for appraisal, I have become blind.
In a few years from now, I will be two,
there will be in my life someone new.
Then I'll forget even to bother,
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
footprints
I trusted you as a friend, although
I never knew what you thought of me
Valued you as a person; with you,
Myself I could always be.
I only tried to put you at ease
As you never expressed what you really feel
Maybe I did hurt your heart in a way
But it's hurting me more, with a torturous zeal.
You just chose to keep away
Hurting me with your words all along
Left me wondering all the time
What on my part made this go wrong?
I wish you would come back to me
As waiting for you makes me feel so helpless
Maybe you never bothered to realize
But I am missing you more than I can express.
Waves seem to pound at my heart
As your thoughts take my breath away
Maybe we took everything for granted
Must be true that all men are that way.
Men walk past our lives at times
Leaving a footprint or two as such
Crushing a few hearts on the way
Failing to see that it hurts so much.
I never knew what you thought of me
Valued you as a person; with you,
Myself I could always be.
I only tried to put you at ease
As you never expressed what you really feel
Maybe I did hurt your heart in a way
But it's hurting me more, with a torturous zeal.
You just chose to keep away
Hurting me with your words all along
Left me wondering all the time
What on my part made this go wrong?
I wish you would come back to me
As waiting for you makes me feel so helpless
Maybe you never bothered to realize
But I am missing you more than I can express.
Waves seem to pound at my heart
As your thoughts take my breath away
Maybe we took everything for granted
Must be true that all men are that way.
Men walk past our lives at times
Leaving a footprint or two as such
Crushing a few hearts on the way
Failing to see that it hurts so much.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
bhool jaa......
tujhe bhulne ke liye kalam uthai
tera naam har shayari mei aane laga
khud zimmedaar hu is tabahi ki
kyu toot kar tujhe chahane lagi?
ruk gai saans ab maut aai hai
zindagi se humne v maat khai hai
tere v naam pe fareeb mila
ae khuda ab bas tere naam ki duhai hai
are hum tho pukarte rahenge apko
ap aaye ya na aaye
apna is kadr maan chuke hai apko
bhale ap apnaye ya na apnaye..............
tera naam har shayari mei aane laga
khud zimmedaar hu is tabahi ki
kyu toot kar tujhe chahane lagi?
ruk gai saans ab maut aai hai
zindagi se humne v maat khai hai
tere v naam pe fareeb mila
ae khuda ab bas tere naam ki duhai hai
are hum tho pukarte rahenge apko
ap aaye ya na aaye
apna is kadr maan chuke hai apko
bhale ap apnaye ya na apnaye..............
Sunday, September 12, 2010
this is what i feel....
THE WAY U LOVED THE WAY I LOVED,
THE WAY I MISSED, THE WAY U KISSED
THE WAY U HUGGED, THE WAY I SURRENDERED
THE WAY I SAID , THE WAY U HEARD
THE WAY U HOLD, THE WAY I TOLD
THE WAY I ARUGUED, THE WAY U UNDERSTOOD
THE WAY U SMILED, THE WAY I REPLIED
THE WAY U SAID M BEAUTIFUL, THE WAY I FELT ON TOP OF WORLD
THE WAY U LOOKED INTO MY EYES,THE WAY I WANTED TO HOLD U TI8,......
I REMEMBERED EVERY LITTLE THING U DID I CAN NEVER FORGET U, BUT MAY BE U DID . HOW CAN U SAY ME THAT U DONT LOVE ME AND THAUGHT THAT I WOULD BELIEVE COZ ITS U TRULY LOVED ME ONCE . I GAVE U MY HEART TO HANDLE WITH CARE .....BUT.....................
THE WAY I MISSED, THE WAY U KISSED
THE WAY U HUGGED, THE WAY I SURRENDERED
THE WAY I SAID , THE WAY U HEARD
THE WAY U HOLD, THE WAY I TOLD
THE WAY I ARUGUED, THE WAY U UNDERSTOOD
THE WAY U SMILED, THE WAY I REPLIED
THE WAY U SAID M BEAUTIFUL, THE WAY I FELT ON TOP OF WORLD
THE WAY U LOOKED INTO MY EYES,THE WAY I WANTED TO HOLD U TI8,......
I REMEMBERED EVERY LITTLE THING U DID I CAN NEVER FORGET U, BUT MAY BE U DID . HOW CAN U SAY ME THAT U DONT LOVE ME AND THAUGHT THAT I WOULD BELIEVE COZ ITS U TRULY LOVED ME ONCE . I GAVE U MY HEART TO HANDLE WITH CARE .....BUT.....................
Thursday, September 9, 2010
mamta
khilkhilahat kisi ke hasi k sunte hi,
bangayi takdeer si lagne lagi hai,
kisi ne "maa" keh k pukara hai,
pyari si gudiya ho ya natkhat sa gudda
kisi v haal mei itna pyar nyochavar kar du
bina bole har tamnayei puri uski puri kar du
choti si ungli pakad k jab chalna sikhau
thokar v lage tho dhal ban k mei aage aau?
uski ek muskurahat k liye var du mai apna jivan
pehli baar jab usne maa keh kar pukara
uske ek shabd ne mera jivan savara
pehle laga tha jivansathi se ho jati hai zindagi puri
ab ehsaas hota hai uske bina kitni thi adhuri
umeed budhape ki nai hai mujhe
bas pyaar k badle pyar de de
jitna pyar mei dungi uska adha v lauta de mujhe................
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
misss you
there was rain & there was tears
fear in mind & she was near,
holding her hands sitting next to her
counting her breath, even heart beat was so clear,
dnt know why today words seemed to be few,
may be the fear that i could not apart from you,
let me see you all through this night
let me hold this moment bright
want to say you this darling,
but everytime i start my lips tremble and i stop
i know you feeling the same pain
but hiding just to make me smile
but i am sorry today this pain is so much
that even i cant give it a try
let me hold you ti8, lemme cry
oh please dont leave my hands
the pain to see u apart is hard to bear
i wish i could always keep you near
there is rain & there is tear
fear in mind but this time you weren't near.........
fear in mind & she was near,
holding her hands sitting next to her
counting her breath, even heart beat was so clear,
dnt know why today words seemed to be few,
may be the fear that i could not apart from you,
let me see you all through this night
let me hold this moment bright
want to say you this darling,
but everytime i start my lips tremble and i stop
i know you feeling the same pain
but hiding just to make me smile
but i am sorry today this pain is so much
that even i cant give it a try
let me hold you ti8, lemme cry
oh please dont leave my hands
the pain to see u apart is hard to bear
i wish i could always keep you near
there is rain & there is tear
fear in mind but this time you weren't near.........
Saturday, September 4, 2010
is it true!!! every gals like this
feeling am going through
i know i wont b able to convey it to you,
i know no one could really understand
coz i already tried alot many times
and guess what? every time i failed
and realized nothing can really be mine,
people say is it fun for you
to bring us to the state of normality
and all of asudden make us realize nothng waz ever true
damn! i am left with no words to explain
except
no matter how well i try
you people can never be satisfied,
its all the same old story
everytime i just try to console nd say thers nothng to worry,
its just not the word can i do for you
believe me i was and am alwayz wid you
as a friend till the end,
i know you dont believe
trust me every girl nxt door isn't the same
i never loved you for security and fame
try to understand
if i be with you today
and after two yrs
the day you will go
i really wont be able to withstand the pain to see you go......
i know i wont b able to convey it to you,
i know no one could really understand
coz i already tried alot many times
and guess what? every time i failed
and realized nothing can really be mine,
people say is it fun for you
to bring us to the state of normality
and all of asudden make us realize nothng waz ever true
damn! i am left with no words to explain
except
no matter how well i try
you people can never be satisfied,
its all the same old story
everytime i just try to console nd say thers nothng to worry,
its just not the word can i do for you
believe me i was and am alwayz wid you
as a friend till the end,
i know you dont believe
trust me every girl nxt door isn't the same
i never loved you for security and fame
try to understand
if i be with you today
and after two yrs
the day you will go
i really wont be able to withstand the pain to see you go......
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
because of you
i have been in darkness for so long just w8ing for light,
and now that you have come my ways , my days dont seem like ni8,
i am glad that i have overcome my fear of other side,
thankyou for taking me on a side,
i have never felt like this ever for a guy before,
you truly touched me from deep inside and opened all doors,
i know nthng is so serious bt its a start,
you treated me so well, i felt it frm my heart
and even if it doesnt work i am glad i have had this chance
to see how great you are even for a glance
we never know what will come of thia it really just depends
i am glad that we are becoming better frens
with you i never have to guess just hw you really feel,
you talk to me about the facts and tell me what the deal
with you i fell so comfortable as if nothing can go wrong
i get a tingly feeling inside you sing to me like a song
i am trying to live in this moment, by forgetting about the past
and so far it has been working and its really been a blast
so hopefully from this day fourth
i will know just what to do
if even i come across a guy , another guy just like you
and now that you have come my ways , my days dont seem like ni8,
i am glad that i have overcome my fear of other side,
thankyou for taking me on a side,
i have never felt like this ever for a guy before,
you truly touched me from deep inside and opened all doors,
i know nthng is so serious bt its a start,
you treated me so well, i felt it frm my heart
and even if it doesnt work i am glad i have had this chance
to see how great you are even for a glance
we never know what will come of thia it really just depends
i am glad that we are becoming better frens
with you i never have to guess just hw you really feel,
you talk to me about the facts and tell me what the deal
with you i fell so comfortable as if nothing can go wrong
i get a tingly feeling inside you sing to me like a song
i am trying to live in this moment, by forgetting about the past
and so far it has been working and its really been a blast
so hopefully from this day fourth
i will know just what to do
if even i come across a guy , another guy just like you
Monday, August 23, 2010
something unsaid!!
holding me,all ni8 long
cuddling me ti8 on s tune of that song,
looking at me with such desire ,
ah! your passion burns as hot as fire
whenever i am hurt i try to feel
waz it different , or real
emotions flow through my heart
so much trust just torn apart
i wana see i wana believe
i wana ignore whatever thaughts i recieve
when you hold me ti8 for that kiss
i am always sure i can love you much more than this,
you have got only half, deserve all
its only i whos gonna fall
i console my heart ,its good this way
my heart protected nopain to pay
when you feel alone and start to cry
i sit alone and wonder why
why the tears you cant see
m not crying, nopes its not me
when you fall on knees for misery bliss
i am alwayz sure i can love you much more than this....
cuddling me ti8 on s tune of that song,
looking at me with such desire ,
ah! your passion burns as hot as fire
whenever i am hurt i try to feel
waz it different , or real
emotions flow through my heart
so much trust just torn apart
i wana see i wana believe
i wana ignore whatever thaughts i recieve
when you hold me ti8 for that kiss
i am always sure i can love you much more than this,
you have got only half, deserve all
its only i whos gonna fall
i console my heart ,its good this way
my heart protected nopain to pay
when you feel alone and start to cry
i sit alone and wonder why
why the tears you cant see
m not crying, nopes its not me
when you fall on knees for misery bliss
i am alwayz sure i can love you much more than this....
Saturday, August 21, 2010
ankahee yaadein...
aj bade dino baad phir royi,
sirane mei teri tasveer rakh k royi,
dekh na le koi chalakte ansu
isliye har raat batiya bujha k royi,
bewajah hi sahi na jane kaha hu khoi,
arsa ho gaya ki ye ankhe na soyi,
samay biit raha hai...
par teri yaad ab v sine mei tazaa hai
tu mujhse dur tho ho gaya..
par ye na meri marzi thi,
par sayad kahi rab ki razaa hai
pal -pal nasoor sa chuv raha hai
tujhse juda hona bedard kitna kathoor sazaa hai
tere bina kaha hum ji pate hai
humse dur reh kar v bhala ap
khus rehne ki wajah kaha se late hai??
ap kehte the bhul kar hume
sukoon se so jao
hum kya kare agar sapne mei v a rulate hai?
khud tho humse dur chale gaye
phir v yaado se paas bulate ho
keh do in yaado se itna na sataye
kyu k jab sapna tutta hai tho sach se rubaru karvate ho
mumkin hai ki mai tumhe kavi na bhula pau
kyuki mujhe aj v yaad hai wo gujra jamana
jab apni bahoon k ghere mei tum mujhe
chupa kar, meri lato ko suljhate hue kehte the
na chod jana kahi, mai jinda na reh paunga
aur mai nam aankho se, labo pe muskurahat lie
kehti
hato v kyu hame satatey ho?
kaho kaise bhul jau?
maine tho sajna v chod diya
ab balo ko suljhane se le k, aankho mei kajal lagane tak
bolo na har lamhaa kyu tarpate ho?
aj mai kehti hu
mai jinda laash ho chuki hu tumhare bina
kya koi majboori hai ?
ya
jaan bujh kar andekha kar jate ho?
....................................still love you.....................
sirane mei teri tasveer rakh k royi,
dekh na le koi chalakte ansu
isliye har raat batiya bujha k royi,
bewajah hi sahi na jane kaha hu khoi,
arsa ho gaya ki ye ankhe na soyi,
samay biit raha hai...
par teri yaad ab v sine mei tazaa hai
tu mujhse dur tho ho gaya..
par ye na meri marzi thi,
par sayad kahi rab ki razaa hai
pal -pal nasoor sa chuv raha hai
tujhse juda hona bedard kitna kathoor sazaa hai
tere bina kaha hum ji pate hai
humse dur reh kar v bhala ap
khus rehne ki wajah kaha se late hai??
ap kehte the bhul kar hume
sukoon se so jao
hum kya kare agar sapne mei v a rulate hai?
khud tho humse dur chale gaye
phir v yaado se paas bulate ho
keh do in yaado se itna na sataye
kyu k jab sapna tutta hai tho sach se rubaru karvate ho
mumkin hai ki mai tumhe kavi na bhula pau
kyuki mujhe aj v yaad hai wo gujra jamana
jab apni bahoon k ghere mei tum mujhe
chupa kar, meri lato ko suljhate hue kehte the
na chod jana kahi, mai jinda na reh paunga
aur mai nam aankho se, labo pe muskurahat lie
kehti
hato v kyu hame satatey ho?
kaho kaise bhul jau?
maine tho sajna v chod diya
ab balo ko suljhane se le k, aankho mei kajal lagane tak
bolo na har lamhaa kyu tarpate ho?
aj mai kehti hu
mai jinda laash ho chuki hu tumhare bina
kya koi majboori hai ?
ya
jaan bujh kar andekha kar jate ho?
....................................still love you.....................
dear friend!!
dear friend,
i need your company,
may be that i am sounding a 'lil funny
& u may say "am alwayz dere"
can't u really feel buddy?
& i just wana say
i know u are alwayz there
bt dis time your distance actually says "it's not fair"
really want u to hug me ti8
u wipe out my tears
& ask me clutching my hands
whatz up yaar, whtz the reason & why?
its me dear and no1 else
no need to be shy, now c'mon give it a try...........
this time i need u b'coz
i alwayz saw u be happy wid me, we share a good
time together
may be thats the reaason i felt ur need
& only thing my heart says is
i miss u alotz.....
love u dear frnd
i need your company,
may be that i am sounding a 'lil funny
& u may say "am alwayz dere"
can't u really feel buddy?
& i just wana say
i know u are alwayz there
bt dis time your distance actually says "it's not fair"
really want u to hug me ti8
u wipe out my tears
& ask me clutching my hands
whatz up yaar, whtz the reason & why?
its me dear and no1 else
no need to be shy, now c'mon give it a try...........
this time i need u b'coz
i alwayz saw u be happy wid me, we share a good
time together
may be thats the reaason i felt ur need
& only thing my heart says is
i miss u alotz.....
love u dear frnd
Friday, August 20, 2010
promise to you
boy , you are every breath i take,
oh darling
your love rules every move i make
oh darling
u may not be able to read my feeling; maybe i
dnt say it often as i do
but really want to be heard
u have my feelings
that i promise to be true
its a promise i make to you
u may take my heart
& make it better
i need u to be with me forever
nd u may nt be able to read my feelings ; maybe i
dnt say it often as i di
bt i really want to be heard
u have my feelings
that i promise to be true
its a promise i make to you
i may need you
i may want you
wana hold you
nd darling maybe i???
you have my feelings
that i promise to be true
a promise to you
a promise to you
oh darling
your love rules every move i make
oh darling
u may not be able to read my feeling; maybe i
dnt say it often as i do
but really want to be heard
u have my feelings
that i promise to be true
its a promise i make to you
u may take my heart
& make it better
i need u to be with me forever
nd u may nt be able to read my feelings ; maybe i
dnt say it often as i di
bt i really want to be heard
u have my feelings
that i promise to be true
its a promise i make to you
i may need you
i may want you
wana hold you
nd darling maybe i???
you have my feelings
that i promise to be true
a promise to you
a promise to you
Thursday, August 19, 2010
baarish.......ki jazbaat
kis baat pe ruya tu ae aasma,
kis gum mei tu duba hai,
bola bilakte hue ye sama,
jane kis jahaan mere mehboob khoya hai ,
are, sare ghum agar beh jayenge
tho soch ki kya tere sine mei wo reh payenge,
kis tej teri bijli chamak rahi hai,
dur khadi meri aankhe tere sine mei utne
wale agan ko dekh rahi hai,
chahti hu tere ashko ko poch pau,
jab bhi is aash mei tere paas jati hu,
tu is kadr bedard hoke mujhe dhutkarta hai,
kehta hai mere aansu is dhartika jameeen savarta hai,
kya karoon mai ye soch k tere paas nai aati,
jal gai agar tere tej se tho kya hoga?
kya tere aansu ise bhuja payenge?
ya phir koi khel naya hoga ?
is chuppi mei ek awaz sunai di
sayad tune apne mehboob ka naam liya hai
suna gaur se tho pata chala
isi dharti pe se tera prem khila hai
ab aur kya kahu tujse
teri tarah ishq kaun nibha payega?
bina kisi chahat k aas liye kaun sa
aashiq ishq kar payega.....
tu kehta hai ye mere aansu nahi....
ye tho meri tarf se mere mehboob ko chumne ki
kosis hai
bas tu dekhti ja
kitne sare karvat badalti hai,
is raat tu dekh payegi sayad
kis tarah ye gagan aur dharti milti hai,
jis garv k sath tu bol raha hai,
sayad mai bhi kavi keh paungi
beshaq tere se jyada tho nahi
par sayad teri tarah apne mehboob ki ho paungi
mere hisab se ek bemisaal prem ki dasta sunati hai
paas na hoke bhi milaan ki kaahaniya sunati hai
bahut kuch sikhne ko hai tujse
kaash mera mehboob bhi karle
kavi itni hi mohabbat mujse
kis gum mei tu duba hai,
bola bilakte hue ye sama,
jane kis jahaan mere mehboob khoya hai ,
are, sare ghum agar beh jayenge
tho soch ki kya tere sine mei wo reh payenge,
kis tej teri bijli chamak rahi hai,
dur khadi meri aankhe tere sine mei utne
wale agan ko dekh rahi hai,
chahti hu tere ashko ko poch pau,
jab bhi is aash mei tere paas jati hu,
tu is kadr bedard hoke mujhe dhutkarta hai,
kehta hai mere aansu is dhartika jameeen savarta hai,
kya karoon mai ye soch k tere paas nai aati,
jal gai agar tere tej se tho kya hoga?
kya tere aansu ise bhuja payenge?
ya phir koi khel naya hoga ?
is chuppi mei ek awaz sunai di
sayad tune apne mehboob ka naam liya hai
suna gaur se tho pata chala
isi dharti pe se tera prem khila hai
ab aur kya kahu tujse
teri tarah ishq kaun nibha payega?
bina kisi chahat k aas liye kaun sa
aashiq ishq kar payega.....
tu kehta hai ye mere aansu nahi....
ye tho meri tarf se mere mehboob ko chumne ki
kosis hai
bas tu dekhti ja
kitne sare karvat badalti hai,
is raat tu dekh payegi sayad
kis tarah ye gagan aur dharti milti hai,
jis garv k sath tu bol raha hai,
sayad mai bhi kavi keh paungi
beshaq tere se jyada tho nahi
par sayad teri tarah apne mehboob ki ho paungi
mere hisab se ek bemisaal prem ki dasta sunati hai
paas na hoke bhi milaan ki kaahaniya sunati hai
bahut kuch sikhne ko hai tujse
kaash mera mehboob bhi karle
kavi itni hi mohabbat mujse
silent tears
when i was having fine walk together with you hand in hand
the moment i started enjoying my life and felt evrything was fine
just when i was on top of heaven
you wanted to leave me on the middle of
nowhere......
just when i blinked my eyelids
i dint found you any where,
the moment i realized was all alone
all i was left with silent tears
i started recalling my past days
when i had some1 who was all mine
some1 who always wanted me not to feel alone
some1 who always requested to say i love you
with your soft tone
just then i realized sumthing called reality
even if i try hard with all my abilities
you wont be back here
and i am left with nothing more than
silent tears.................
the moment i started enjoying my life and felt evrything was fine
just when i was on top of heaven
you wanted to leave me on the middle of
nowhere......
just when i blinked my eyelids
i dint found you any where,
the moment i realized was all alone
all i was left with silent tears
i started recalling my past days
when i had some1 who was all mine
some1 who always wanted me not to feel alone
some1 who always requested to say i love you
with your soft tone
just then i realized sumthing called reality
even if i try hard with all my abilities
you wont be back here
and i am left with nothing more than
silent tears.................
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
could i have that kiss forever?
over and over again i look into your eyes
you are all what i desire
you already have me
i wana hold you
i wish you could be mine
i wish this night never end
oh baby,
could i have that kiss for lifetime?
could i look into your eyes?
could i have that night to share with you together?
could i hold you all time?
could i have that kiss forever?
could i have that kiss forever nd ever nd ever?
i dreamt of this night all the time
now when you are by my side,
i wana hold you, touch you,taste you
and make you wana believe no one else than me
can love you like this
oh darling,
could i have that kiss forever?
could i look into your eyes?
could i have that night to share with you together?
could i hold you all time?
could i have that kiss forever?
could i have that kiss forever nd ever nd ever?
you are all what i desire
you already have me
i wana hold you
i wish you could be mine
i wish this night never end
oh baby,
could i have that kiss for lifetime?
could i look into your eyes?
could i have that night to share with you together?
could i hold you all time?
could i have that kiss forever?
could i have that kiss forever nd ever nd ever?
i dreamt of this night all the time
now when you are by my side,
i wana hold you, touch you,taste you
and make you wana believe no one else than me
can love you like this
oh darling,
could i have that kiss forever?
could i look into your eyes?
could i have that night to share with you together?
could i hold you all time?
could i have that kiss forever?
could i have that kiss forever nd ever nd ever?
AT THE TENDER AGE..
At the tender age of seventeen,
you took away my everything
moment i was being subtle and nourished
you let me have no moment which i could cherish
just when the sea was at its best to show all moves
just when the sky was full of groves
just when i was getting over striking
why why why you took and left nothing
o god! how can you act as a slaughter
i was sure that i was your daughter
yes i know i am your slave and you are my master
but why du turned my life into such a disaster
i heard you keep an eye from heaven on whatever we do
did you see i could never be a daughter who could be called true
which girl dont wana feel her feminity
but in this way
when i have no words to prove my purity
i am still crying, iam still screaming
just as a violin with no string
i wana exclaim
i want you to feel the same pain
you know i could never be open to my family
i keep on blaming it on me
please reply me back and let me feel free
i tried hard and made myself strong
but even today i feel myself
alone in a throng
dear god! i have no regrets but i seriously
wana know why???
truly speaking i will then stop to cry.......
you took away my everything
moment i was being subtle and nourished
you let me have no moment which i could cherish
just when the sea was at its best to show all moves
just when the sky was full of groves
just when i was getting over striking
why why why you took and left nothing
o god! how can you act as a slaughter
i was sure that i was your daughter
yes i know i am your slave and you are my master
but why du turned my life into such a disaster
i heard you keep an eye from heaven on whatever we do
did you see i could never be a daughter who could be called true
which girl dont wana feel her feminity
but in this way
when i have no words to prove my purity
i am still crying, iam still screaming
just as a violin with no string
i wana exclaim
i want you to feel the same pain
you know i could never be open to my family
i keep on blaming it on me
please reply me back and let me feel free
i tried hard and made myself strong
but even today i feel myself
alone in a throng
dear god! i have no regrets but i seriously
wana know why???
truly speaking i will then stop to cry.......
you left forever.
you came into my life& all of a sudden left
you holded a knife
& forced it right thru my breast
now when my heart is torn into two,
still the only face visible is you
kindly remember the thing we use to do
even now don't you feel i was true
even till the end of my life
only thing will do is to love you
neverthless you feel it or pass thru
i only know 1 thing which is true
i love you
nd i love you
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
TRuE LoVe..
The true test of my love will be
To ove you when you dont love me,
To love you when you are no longer mine,
and whenever we meet further in life pretend to be fine.
to concerned with all you are
despite my problems near and far,
to feel close when we are apart,
and thrill that you are still in my heart.
to know i will alwayz be right there
you just say when... and i will only reply with where,
to have nothing to do
then to love you
and when remembering all we had
i have remembered all good and nothing bad.
i will have just love and you the same,
i will feel your love whenever i think about your name.
To ove you when you dont love me,
To love you when you are no longer mine,
and whenever we meet further in life pretend to be fine.
to concerned with all you are
despite my problems near and far,
to feel close when we are apart,
and thrill that you are still in my heart.
to know i will alwayz be right there
you just say when... and i will only reply with where,
to have nothing to do
then to love you
and when remembering all we had
i have remembered all good and nothing bad.
i will have just love and you the same,
i will feel your love whenever i think about your name.
let me be sure that you are there..
I know you are there but why dont i feel your presence,
i wana heel and taste your essence,
do it once and let me hear,
let me be sure that you are there.
together till the end of life you said
we will be ,
but why it has been so that you are here
i cant see,
please be fair and letme show my
care,
let me be sure that u r dere,
neither i had enough nor you gave
me so,
i left my everything all friends and foe,
this is what i always wanted to show
let me have my share,
let me be sure that you you are there,
provided you all my love then why
did you left,
why did you went as if you did a
theft,
tell me ... please be fair,
letme be sure that you are there
i wana heel and taste your essence,
do it once and let me hear,
let me be sure that you are there.
together till the end of life you said
we will be ,
but why it has been so that you are here
i cant see,
please be fair and letme show my
care,
let me be sure that u r dere,
neither i had enough nor you gave
me so,
i left my everything all friends and foe,
this is what i always wanted to show
let me have my share,
let me be sure that you you are there,
provided you all my love then why
did you left,
why did you went as if you did a
theft,
tell me ... please be fair,
letme be sure that you are there
All night alone!
All of a sudden , i woke up from my dreams ,
its always happens that i feel lonely,
silent tears, flows through my eyes,
i just hope you could have been here,
to hold me in your arms ti8,
to wipe out my tears,
and love me all thru dis night,
I then sit on my window pane,
looking at the moon thinking about what i gain...
only lots of patience and all dis pain,
u are not with me to show your love,
believe me its hard to regain,
i dont know when we gonna meet again
aint you feeling the same pain,
i wana be with u together till
the ultimate end,
wana love u in a way and
setup a new trend...
its always happens that i feel lonely,
silent tears, flows through my eyes,
i just hope you could have been here,
to hold me in your arms ti8,
to wipe out my tears,
and love me all thru dis night,
I then sit on my window pane,
looking at the moon thinking about what i gain...
only lots of patience and all dis pain,
u are not with me to show your love,
believe me its hard to regain,
i dont know when we gonna meet again
aint you feeling the same pain,
i wana be with u together till
the ultimate end,
wana love u in a way and
setup a new trend...
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